Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I Thrive for Absolute Power
There was an incident which happened almost 2 yrs back.I came to know where i stand in the world which is ruled By POWER.
7am - GYM
Getting up early is such a pain....had my daily korn flakes coz im stomach wanted something to eat. Went out gave a ring to Divesh 3 times...finally his mom picked up and said he was sleeping.
I know he will come for the gym coz he told me he will come to the gym morning coz we had a soccer match in the evening.
I went to the gym and had done my extreme workout for my full body and then Divesh shows up after my exercise is over.
So i was with him doing my work out with him.We r really good competitors thought i realize hes got much more power level than me and hes also well built.But still im trying to b in his level.
Another of our soccer mates comes along n tells we got a match in the even at 5pm.We agreed.
CUTTING TO THE CHASE
5pm - THE SOCCER MATCH
A total get together with my soccer mates of my area. The opposite team had beaten our Jr. team last Sunday so we wanted to get them back for the loss.The opposite team were my Goregoan sports club friends since i met them during my 10th vacations.1 of my friends name was Manish who also my friend in my gym and another Vicky who's a good friend of mine.Manish also a well built person. Almost the same body mass as Divesh.
5:15pm - THE MATCH BEGINS
We took the advantage by the 2nd min leading 1 goal to nil.
Then out 2nd goal came in the 5th min.So we had a real good lead though our Original team was playing after 3months together.No 1 has still lost touch.After few min they started to attack and we conceded a goal, so the score was 2-1 ,we were in lead.
5:45pm - HALF TIME
Discussing strategy with team and drinking water....he made a plan to attack since we were hungry for more goals.
5:50pm - SECOND HALF - REALIZATION
As we planned change of goalkeeper which was me went into mid. We got the advantage by making it 3 goals to 1.
meanwhile Nitin comes to the scene chatting with Chandan checking out his new cell.
Divesh had given a slight shoulder push to Manish and he being all ready a short tempered person told him that we was pushed in fact that shoulder push was in purpose.
Anyways Manish calmed down and Divesh took the situation lightly.
6:10pm - POWER AURAS FEELING - - ME????
After scoring 2 more goals in the 2nd half the heat between the 2 became more violent.
Suddenly after another attack by Divesh from the left side, Manish purposely or accidentally(still dunno the reason) gave a shoulder push (that's what he claims to say) to Divesh and he fell.
Divesh got up and started to tell him that hes cheating a it should b given a foul. Meanwhile i was in the defense and had no clue how this happened.
Suddenly after a heated argument Manish pushed Divesh on his chest.
Divesh also i real short tempered person couldn't put his and down and gave another push to Manish.
I came to c whats going on and these guys r like catching each other neck. Me wanting to stop them both - but who??
Another reason for was i could feel their powers within them. Manish had cut open Divesh's left eyebrow. litrally bleeding i stopped Manish and the gym masters stopping Divesh to calm them down.
Suddenly a fear in myself just sprung up. Like i could just position myself whether i wanted to thrash Manish or not...but couldn't coz he was way much stronger than me and plus Divesh was bleeding and really pissed.
Though the Matter is still not solved...
This aint a topic about those 2 friends of mine
This scene made me feel that Though i go to gym to work out but is it for making making a good body...that what i thought at first.
But today's situation made me feel Power and guts is what it takes to stay alive in this world.
I myself tell myself that this world is the SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST but i came on to a different approach to it,
Now I realized THE HUNGER FOR BEING MORE POWERFUL AND STRONG
NOW I WILL TRY TO TAKE A DIFFERENT APPROACH IN MY BELIEF
INCREASE MY POWER LEVEL.INCREASE MY GUTS AND NOT ACT LIKE A COWARD WHICH I DID TODAY.
Today i really felt bad for myself that i could force myself to give a punch to Manish though Divesh got a bloody upper face coz of that cut and scars on his neck.
I felt that i couldn't stand up for my friend.
BUT today only 1 thing was stopping me that was FEAR. I'm still guessing what fear was it.
Now i think that fear was either wanting my friend to get hurt or that fear which made me feel that i was a coward or wan that fear trying to protect me???
NOW I REALIZE I WILL GAIN AT MOST POWER NOT ONLY TO FIGHT BUT TO STAND UP TO A FRIEND OR ANY1 WHO I RESPECT, EVEN IF IT MEANS MY LIFE IS ON THE LINE!!!!!!!!!!!!