Kill Me...Love Me

Kill Me for my pride,
Wanted to touch the endless skies,
Kept on flying high,
Realized my wings were just wax,
Melted as I reached the Heat,
Kept falling like Icarus,
Kept falling like Lucifer,
But never seemed to reach the Earth....

Kill Me for my lust,
A woman once said,
You treat a woman like rust,
With this I Lost all the her trust,
Welcome my 20s,
Never became serious,
Never knew what love is,
Fear of losing love,
Fear of Never having love,
As the Only thing in my mind was lust...

Kill me for my Envy,
Never had this,
Never had that,
Seeing the happiness of others,
Seeing the joys of others,
So annoyed can I be,
Rip off my eyes,
Sew them with the barbwire,
Let them bleed till every crimson vein cries,
Becoming a blind soul in the midst of envy dies....

Kill me for this Wrath,
Always Felt this immense pain,
To kill a soul,
Which Dried me Insane,
Sticks n Stones may break my bones,
My wrath shall break my very soul,
Hate,Anger, Rage felt for this Soul,
Revenge is my only goal,
But Kill me since I'm a heartless Soul...

Kill me for this Sloth,
Over the years,
Became quiet Slow,
Sharp person was I,
Had a goal,
Never knew what it was now,
Never had an even mind,
Most of was with filled with Sadness,
Depressed all the time,
Writing this stupid poem with sadness and despair,
Finding peace,
Can never be fulfilled in this Life...

Kill me for this Greed,
Never Stopped Asking for more,
As a child,
Or as an Adult,
Never Stopped asking for more,
Money Money Money,
Just like a Bee who needs to make Honey,
Until the big black bear comes to get that Liquid Gold,
Kill me for this greed,
So that i can ask for no more....

Kill me for this Gluttony,
Hog like a pig,
Hog like a bastard,
Hunger go wild,
Eat my Soul you Son of Bitch,
Consume this worthless Soul,
Devour this piece of Garbage,
Like a Fly,
Keep annoying this Sad Soul,
Kill this Soul with Your endless hunger,

Kill me Lucifer for my Pride,
Kill me Asmodeus for my Lust,
Kill me Leviathan for my Envy,
Kill me Amon for my Wrath,
Kill me Belphegor for my Sloth,
Kill me Mammon for my Greed,
Kill me Beelzebub for my Gluttony....

Kill me Demons of Hell,
Take this Soul as a gift,
Keep this soul as a souvenir,
Laugh at it,
Slaughter it,
Butcher it,
Have a royal Carnage out of it,
But before you take this reward,
Confessions is all I ask for,
One day,
Would Confess everything,
And tell that one soul,
I can Sell my soul to the Devil,
Just to get You,
My Sweet Angel,

Keeping you under my shadows,
Hiding your White Silver Wings,
From demons of the earth,
Nobody to know,
An Angel with me all the time,

Tell you once,
Before I die,
Love you so much,
Cant explain How much,
Happiness you shall find,
Laughter all the time,
With me around,
I shall Love you all the time,

Walk with me in the hardest time,
Understand me in the toughest time,
I can't seem to live without you,
Can't seem to forget you,
You're body's like wonderland,
Endless Fantasies,
Never coming out of reality,
That's why your so precious to me,
I would always love you,
Only you all the time,
My Sweet Angel....