Closed Chapters

There was a friend,
How fast we blend,
So much Understanding,
So much trust,
Had it all come to rust,
Hey old friend,
Is this the end?

Smoking & Drinking,
Dancing & Boogieing,
Hogging & Riding,
Laughing & Crying,
We shared happiness together,
Thinking it would last forever & ever.

Close Chapters of my life,
Never found anything nice,
Ended up in strife,
Long term jealousy,
Lifetime of envy,
These are Close chapters of my Life.

Still Loving you,
Angel of darkness,
Goddess of my destruction,
Savior of my wounds,
Addicted to this poison,
That's my confession.

With her,
A Joyful tomorrow,
Never ending,
Pains of sorrows,
Numb forever,
Beauty of hers,
Mesmerizing and so tender,
Trusting her,
That's the only error.

Closed Chapters of my life,
Was there anything nice?
Ending with a bloody knife,
Gimme a second chance,
To fulfill this Romance,
But sweetheart,
These are Close chapters of my Life.

Mr. Rock Crow

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
Sitting by my window,
Please tell me what to do?
Oh, What to do ?

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
Sitting by my window,
Why don't you tell me?
What should I do ?
Oh, What to do?

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
How's my Afro?
Oops,
Let me get to the Intro...

Your my Angel,
Set your white wings upon this hell,
Let your beauty give me that tantalizing spell,
And Embrace me in your groovy shell.
That's what i said,

She locked me on her bed,
Thought I was dead,
Fluffy Pillow by my head.

Never took her so long,
Just to remove her lil red thong,
Oh damn,
I'm getting laid,
Hey what the fuck?
I'm getting Slayed !!!

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
Sitting by my window,
Please tell me what to do?
Oh, What to do?

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
Sitting by my window,
Why don't you tell me?
What should I do ?
Oh, What to do?

Thinking about her for so long,
Wondering where I went wrong?
Adoring her was all i could do,
Ignoring me is all she can do,
But what the hell,
She was just a Virgo.

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
A long time ago,
I felt like a Kickass Pharaoh,
Coming a long way from Blazing Cairo.

Smoking n Drinking,
Coughing n Puking,
Bloody floors,
I choose to ignore,
What's this pain?
Am i going Insane?

Falling in the darkness,
Running away from the sadness,
Waiting to hit the ground,
Patience of the breaking sound.

Here's comes the death,
Here comes the end...

Oh wait,
That's My friend,
Thats Mr Rock Crow,
Your my hero,
Hey, that's a nice Afro!
Here comes Mr Rock Crow to rescue.

Hey Mr Rock Crow,
Sitting by my window,
Let's rock n roll all night long,
Coz this is an endless song !!!

Rhyme Sinfully to The Carnival of Lust

Walking down the Sin Lane,
With the Heavens going Insane,
Bolts of Blazing Lights,
As if the Elements were at Fights.
And the Darkness in your sights.
And there's no way to Hide!

Up ahead in the distance,
A Structure of Elegance,
Massive Stones of Beauty,
So Naked n yet so Creepy,
Wondered what was this Sinister Place?
Marvelous and full of Grace.

Welcome to the Carnival Of Lust,
Where there's no one to trust.
And Lust is the only must,
Hearts n Souls burn to dust,
Welcome to the Carnival of Lust.

Love is dull,
Love is boring,
Love is dead,
Thats what it said.

Demonic aura surrounds,
No place so powerful as it sounds,
Love is dead,
And that's what it said.

Angels & Demons,
Lucifer and Satan,
Succubus of your dreams,
Sirens of immense screams,
Lust is just a toy,
Filled with Joy.

Making Lust without Love,
Burning with sexual fantasies,
Boogie with all the foxy ecstasies,
Ballads of the KamaSutra.

Welcome to the Carnival Of Lust,
Where there's no one to trust.
And Lust is the only must,
Hearts n Souls burn to dust,
Welcome to the Carnival of Lust.


One thing crystal clear.
That Lust in every tear,
And Love is the only fear.

Over to Nightmare Street,
Opposite Death End,
On Bloody road,
With no one to trust,
Hearts n Soul burn to dust,
Welcome to the Carnival of Lust.

Little Nicky

Swimming through the sea of lost souls,
Blinded by the elements,
One's the darkness,
The other- A thick fog.

Finding his Paradise,
Aided by the Miss Pirate,
Dancing over her pot of Gold,
She was beautiful, vivacious, angel but a devil in disguise,
Instantly Attracted was the lad,
Addicted to the Sex, Drugs n Rock N Roll,
Shared a Love of Lust raising a question of trust,
Coming to a bitter end,
The lad stole her Rum,
Guilty was he charged,
And he walked the plank and found the darkness again.

Swimming through the sea of lost souls,
Blinded by the elements,
One's the darkness,
The other- A thick fog.

Finding his way home,
Aided by Sharky,
Fangs of Silver,
Jaws of Steel,
Wickedly he smiled,
Cunningly he stared,
Shared a friendship of eternity,
Went further into the darkness unknowingly,
Starvation hit Sharky,
Arrogant and Crazy was the lad,
Chipped of a fang from the Predator!

Once again Lonely was the Lad,
Swimming through the sea of lost souls,
Blinded by the elements,
One's the darkness,
The other- A thick fog.

Crying in the darkness,
Abusing the thick fog,
Questioning the Elements,
"When will i reach home?"
"How far is my Home?"

Gazing through the darkness,
A siren sings,
Mesmerizing was her voice,
Shrieking through the fog,
Clearing out elements of misery,
"This is Hell",
"This is your home!", she chanted.

Swimming through the sea of lost souls,
Blinded by the elements,
One's the darkness,
The other - A thick Fog.

A Tale of a Lad,
Who was mad,
Darkness was his sadness,
He was a lost soul,
Cloaked with a thick n foul fog.
Swimming through an ocean of darkness,
He was Little Nicky.

Brothers of Life....

Brothers of life,
Lost over the time,
Never ever had been so serene,
With my brothers of life.

Growing up together,
Dancing together,
Riding together,
Rock n Roll together,
Achieving Nirvana together,
Never ever had been so serene,
With my brothers of life.

Wished for the equal things in life,
Laughing at the obstacles of life,
Painting the picture of a techincolored life,
Sadness of wasn't a part of our life,
Never ever had been so serene,
With my brothers of life.

Dreams were so clear,
Crystal Clear,
Life was Clear,
Goals were clear,
Endless time with my brothers,
The best things of live never ended,
Never ever had been so serene,
With my brothers of life.

Enter the devil,
Silent Assassin was the evil,
Entering the tunnel,
Tunnel of paradise,
Lurking through the tunnel of paradise,
Seeing the bright light through the darkness,
Covered it up with this demonic aura,
Never thought it would come to an end,
Disputes,
Anger,
Frustration,
Pain,
Sadness,
Envy,
Gluttony,
Shame,
Hit us all,
Wounded was I,
Blamed my brothers for the grievance,
Succumbed to my Injuries.

Wake up,
Get Up,
What the fuck?
Was that a bad dream,
Was that a nightmare,
No...

It's reality,
It had happened,
In the past.

Give me one more chance,
Let's relive the past,
Let's forget the wounds,
Scars is all that remains,
Let's go back to the tunnel to paradise,
The times of yore,
Remains in the graves,
Passing through the sands of time,
Never to be relived,
Kill the devil,
Banish his presence,
Together with my brothers,
Empty was I,
Allow me come back to life,
Because...
Never ever had been so serene,
With my brothers of life.


(To all my brothers)

What the F*uk !

LAST:
1. Last beverage→ Beer
2. Last phone call→ Nilesh
3. Last text message sent - Vodafone care center so as to check my bill !
4. Last song you listened to→ Master Exploder by Tenacious D
5. Last time you cried→ Couple of months back.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice →yes
7. Been cheated on? → yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → yes.
9. Lost someone special?→ No
10. Been depressed?→ Yes...
11. Been drunk? → Yes..
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Red
14. Green :D

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends→ Ohh Yea !
16. Fallen out of love → Unfortunately yes
17. Laughed until you cried → No
18. Met someone who changed you→ No
19. Found out who your true friends were→ Really Hard to judge "true" but yea Ive got good friends for now.
20. Found out someone was talking about you - No, I'm the least spoked about person.

TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have→ None
24. Do you have any pets → Yes, 2 of them..a dog n a parrot :)
25. Do you want to change your name→ No
26. What did you do for your last birthday→ Partied with friends n had towers of beer.
27. What time did you wake up today → 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Money
30. Last time you saw your father→ A month back
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Friends n Location
32. What are you listening to right now → Silence
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → No but I've Chatted with a person named Jerry.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Exams !
36. Whats your real name → Niki Mitra
37. Relationship Status → Single
38. Zodiac sign → Virgo
39. Male or female→ Male
40. Elementary→ Muscat
41. Middle School → Muscat/Mumbai (7th STD onwards from Mumbai)
42. High school →Mumbai
43. Hair color → Black
44. Long or short → Long
45. Height → 5'9"
46. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes
47. What do you like about yourself? → Patience
48. Piercings → Yes, 3 of them
49. Tattoos → None for now but i really wanna get one wicked tribal tattoo.
50. Righty or lefty → Lefty

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery → Never had 1.
52. First piercing → 10th Std
53. First tattoo → Don't have any for now.
54. First best friend → There are many...being too diplomatic but still cant judge em by superlatives.
55. First sport you joined --> Cricket
56. First pet → Love Birds.
57. First vacation→ Ahoy Goa !
58. First concert → Im not into Social Gatherings.
60. First alcohol drink→ Vodka n I hate it !
RIGHT NOW
61. Eating → Sandwich
62. Drinking → Water
63. I'm about to → Study for the finals, n complete atleast one subject today.
64. Listening to → the traffic below.
5. Waiting for → Parents to come from pune n play with my dog.

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? → Not expecting any.
67. Want to get married? → Never thought about it.
68. Careers in mind? → Creative, Designer,Copywriting,Graphics, Visualizer anything related to the creative of an ad agency.

WHICH DO YOU PERFER?
69. Lips or eyes → Lips
70. Hugs or kisses → Both
71. Shorter or taller → Doesn't matter.
72. Older or Younger → Age isn't a factor for me.
73. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
74. Nice stomach or nice arms → What?
75. Tattoos or piercings → Both
76. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
77. Hook-up or relationship → Anything that i can get.

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger → No
80. Drank hard liquor → Yes
81. Lost glasses/contacts → I don't wear them.
82. Kiss on first date → Yes
83. Broken someone's heart → Yes once
84. Had your own heart broken → Yes 3ice
85. Been arrested → No, But i want to get arrested.
86. Turned someone down → No
87. Cried when someone died → No
88. Liked a friend → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Sometimes. Keeps changing ends.
90. Miracles → Nope
91. Love at first sight → I believe in Lust at 1st sight.
92. Heaven → I'm an Atheist
93. Santa Claus → A long long time ago.
94. Kissing on the first date → Yes
95. Angels → Devilns

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No
98. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?→ Yes.
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?→ Money
100. One thing that most people don’t know about you → I'm Still a Virgin.

Hey Princess LIsten (Part 2)

Hey Princess Listen,
You were right,
Hesitant was I,
But Good you said No,
For I was Stupid,
For I was Obsessed,
Didn't Know what was wrong,
Was it my soul or Was it my heart?

Hey Princess Listen,
You were right,
I'm just a fool,
Knew the consequences,
Yet I didn't know Whether this was Courage or a Cowardly Act,
But this was like a Hobson's choice,
Having the same results.

Hey Princess Listen,
You were right,
Wanted things the other way around,
Yet i was never Around.

Hey Princess Listen,
You were right,
Thank You,
For saying No,
Coz I have found My Real Princess,
Who didn't need any Royal Sweets,
But just the bread n Butter,
Thank You.

Sorry....

Sorry,
Never knew how this would turn out to be,
One word with such a small meaning,
Has a huge depth in it,
Wish I could just change everything,
Wish we could still remain the same,
Some things are meant to be forgotten,
But somethings are always meant to be remembered,
The good old times we had,
Cannot be forgotten easily,
The happiest days of my life,
Comes to an end,
But every end has a beginning,
Leading to another paradise,
Leading to another adventure,
Let's restart,
Moving on is the only option,
Accepted it,
Never would repeat it again,
Sorry for being a bad person,
Sorry for questioning every word,
Sorry for ever hurting you,
Sorry for not understanding you,
Sorry My friends,
That's the only word I can say.

Hey Princess Listen......

Hey Princess Listen,
Loyal am I,
Worthy I Always am,
We are so alike,
Why don’t you notice?
We are so similar,
Why don’t you perceive?
Caring for you is so hard,
Making you Smile is so very easy,
I don’t know why?
I would always give you the last smile…

Hey Princess Listen,
What’s behind those hazel eyes?
Is that Happiness?
Or is that pain?
Figured it out the 1st time I saw you with these average eyes,
I couldn’t see either one of them,
A lost soul searching for answers,
Needed someone to give her those answers,
She laughs,
Forcing her happiness to glow,
Smiled her way for nothing to show.

Hey Princess Listen,
I may not be the perfect one,
I may not be the most desired one,
But,
I can be the most loving one,
I can be the most caring one,
I can be the most committed one,
Hey! I’m not done,
I may not impress you with honey,
I may not impress you with money,
But,
I would surely keep caring & loving you for the rest of my eternity,
I would rather impress you with this verse,
I would rather impress you with these expressions.

Hey Princess Listen,
I would fight for you,
I would die for you,
I would love you,
I would laugh with you,
And I would cry with you,
Would struggle for your happiness,
Would never endure any sadness…

Hey Princess Listen,
Come with me,
Come sit besides me,
In this magic carpet ride,
Let’s fly higher,
Let’s play with the stars,
Let’s mock the moon,
Let’s never look down,
My words gush through saying;
My princess,
Understanding you is something I shall always do,
Bringing that beautiful smile is something I shall always do,
Keeping you happy is something I shall always strive,
Never allowing you to cry is something I shall never try,
A girl like you is all I want,
Shower you in a bed of roses,
Chocolates of finest class,
Only one this I ask for,
Commitment is all I need,
Never really loved a woman so much,
Never really respected someone so much,
Never shall I leave you for anyone.
Whatever the odds,
Whatever the differences,
If a million are against us,
You would still be beautiful to me!

Hey Princess Listen,
Don’t leave now,
We still have time,
I still haven’t made you mine,
I just showed you the sky,
Now watch the dance of water & earth,
The love they have for each other,
Lasting for so many millenniums,
Ever heard the elemental love song?
I could never know what they say?
Only thing I could see,
The warmth and calmness they have for each other.

Hey Princess Listen,
Please see this Connection,
Its will all my emotion,
Things would be difficult to adjust,
But I know we can get through,
It would always be me and you,
Just keep holding on,
See what’s right,
May be I wont be the best,
Nor the better than the rest,
But I know my love for you,
Is always above the rest….

Hey Princess Listen to my last,
If you ever leave,
I would be right here waiting,
Don’t think everyday,
Don’t think all the time,
I am the one for your entire lifetime.

I Don't Know Why....

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking of the one thing I truly want in my life,
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I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that money is the supreme divine,

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that why do I suffer the pain all the time, Why am I so Vulnerable all the time ?

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that i can never tell her my true feelings for the entire lifetime,

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that she could never be mine,

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that why life always lie?

I don't know why but i cried alot today thinking that I've got all the reasons to die,

I don't know why but I actually smiled thinking this is the time to say Goodbye.........